Pfffft...I didn't miss any updates!

Ok, I did. :P Bad slutty, I know.

Since I have an awesome Master, I'm allowed to post again every second night once I do tonight's and tomorrow's updates.

My punishments for the missed updates; however, were not so awesome.

First one being that tomorrow will be spent with a toothpasty buttplug..and it must be reapplied every 6 hours. :(

Secondny, I got to have 3 ice cubes in my butt while Master and I chatted, more good times! :P

The second day I will keep 30 (!!) tacks in my boobs all day, 5 making a circle around each nip. I'll also have 40 on each ass cheek to sit on all day! I'm particularly happy that Master thinks I have a fat assssss. :O

The third day I have to fuck my ass with my vibe 5 times for 5 minutes and keep it in (and turned off in) my pussy all day..

After we went over that, Master had me put 10 tacks in each boob, rope them, and left weights hanging from each! I hadn't been used at all for a couple days and this reallly hurt! Then powder was put on my soles, boobs, and in my butt. I wasn't given permission to itch until I retrieved 5 dog toys I had thrown around the room. My hands were handcuffed in front of me and my vibe was in my butt on high, which felt really long after having my buttplug in for a few days lol. Cumming was off limits.

After a few minutes, I was allowed to fetch but I had scratched my boobs and soles (it was impossible not to!)..so I got 200 lashes to each boob after I played fetch with myself. ;) After I finished fetching and my boobs were thoroughly tortured, the vibe was taken out and I never got to cum. :(

Master had me write "25 (cent sign lol)" above my pussy and " $1" above my butt, then "Here to serve. Use me as you will" on my tum tum.

Slutty :D

March 12th

Hi,

Nothing exciting here. I didn't talk to Master again. :( I'm finally getting through midterms so that's a plus. The next updates are going to be more exciting! :D

Slutty

March 11th

Well, I never said it would get exciting right away did I?

Yea, today wasn't very exciting. :( Unfortunately, didn't talk to Master and basically just did more work. I'm pretty stressed out right now. :S Mistress has given me some leeway to help me out, which was great and I'm still very thankful that Master have my butt a break from the beatings.

I need to talk to Master :)

Slutty

March 10th

Today wasn't overly exciting.

I did a bit of studying, did the dishes for Mistress, and got to "sweep" the floor again. Doing dishes was actually quite a bit of fun, as I was allowed to get off my knees.

Really....this is the worst update ever. Next time....I swear to you, it will be more exciting. TRUST ME.

And thank you for reading!!! Master and I appreciate it.

Sluttay

March 8th/9th

Wow, I'm sorry!

I've been wallowing in a semi deep pile of midterm poo the past couple days. It's been a blast.

I swear blogger has it out for me, I actually was going to blog on time last night but I lost my entire post, and it was late and I had classes early today so I didn't redo it. Sorry, Master!

Mistress has given me a lot of leeway the past two days. She's been gone almost all the time, but I've followed my rules when she's gone. It's been great being able to have a normal meal! Anyways, she's been fine with me just doing work a lot and I've been busy studying at school and stuff tooo. The first update I missed was the night before a midterm and I lost track of time studying all day. Mistress punished me a little the next day by leaving my boobs tied tight most of the day but she said she couldn't really get into punishing me properly.

I just sat on the floor doing work most of the day and studying when I was in my room, which was rare. I've followed all my rules and hopefully can talk to Master before he goes to bed tonight.

Slutty

March 6th

Hi,

Mistress used me some today. I was left as a footstool for a few hours under Master's orders and had to scrub the floor with a brush in my mouth while handcuffed. :P It was fun but really humiliating!

Master and I talked late last night and he decided to give me a break on the ass beatings :) I was happy over that, because they are ridiculously painful at this point. The trade off of it though is that I must wear itching powder in my bra and underwear when I'm outside my dorm, although I am allowed to scratch. The problem is that I can only scratch my crotch when standing so if I'm in class I have to stand up to itch. :( It really sucks, I'm going to make a fool out of myself.

We're also continuing with the whole trial of complete control for another week. Before I went to bed Master had me squish my boobs with 2 stick and hold each end tight together with elastic bands! It's been a fantasy of mine for a while and I enjoyed, even though it was painful. Master was also going to have me gagged overnight for the first time with a wooden spoon pushed into my teeth and elastic bands stretched from each end around my head but I started feeling horrible and Master let me release my boobs and sleep ungagged in his bed! :)

I felt a lot better in the morning so thank you Master!

Slutty

March 5th

I did my 500 lashes when I woke up this morning and my ass is toast. The fuckings have been really bad too...not fun at all. Thankfully, my drool cereal was delicious as always! ;)

Master and I started talking around 3 today which is pretty early for us. We got talking about fantasies and I'm amazed at his creativity. He thought up a couple fantasies that fit mine perfectly, I'm lucky. :)

I asked to get food during the afternoon and took longer than allowed so I had 10 icecubes in my pussy for a while, which was HORRIBLE! Worst punishment ever.

After that I was tied up by my roommate as a shelf, based on a fantasy I had divulged earlier. I was in my highest heels with my legs bound together against a wall and saran wrapped around the knees and ankles. My arms were out so I was shaped like a T and the were saran wrapped and taped as well. In my hands and mouth were 5 and 3 lb weights and my boobs were tied with excess rope on the sides held down by more 5 lb weights lol. It was really painful. I also had 10 tacks in each boob and a clothespin on each nipple. My boobs and stomach were also left unwrapped. My ears were plugged and of course itching powder was spread on my boobs.

Every little while, my roomie would come into my room and beat my thighs/stomach/boobs with a metal ruler which had me dropping my weight a couple times because I opened my mouth to scream. The pain was really bad especially in my boobs! Later on 10 clothespins were added to each boob and my mouth weight was removed to make way for my mayo coated penis gag. :S

I was eventually released but that's when the big news came lol. My roommate and Master decided that my roomie could be my Mistress and control me at home when my Master isn't online. Master told her she has a lot of control so she's allowed to make me do pretty much anything whether that be a footstool, maid service, a beating, etc. She's not going to be really hardcore I don't think but I'll still be kept busy I think. Master and her were talking and he had me sit by her feet and refer to her as Mistress, which felt really weird! But anyways, my one rule of always being caged when Master is not using me has been changed now because my Mistress will be using me or having me do something. Obviously, Master still is my true owner but my Mistress will also be controlling me a lot now too. I'm really being turned into a slave/object at this point, it feels great constantly being on my knees and working to please and humiliate myself. Plus it's nice not to have to hide this part of my life from my new Mistress. I love being a slave. :)

Slutty

March 4

Tonight Master had a big heart to heart and it was great....GREAT i tell you!

We don't do it barely ever and Master doesn't show his emotions much so it was a good talk to have.

I went all sappy and I know anyone that reads this sees that I'm horrible with blog updates but I really do care. It is an online relationship I know, but I really care for Master A LOT, like I actually almost started crying while we were talking. :P He's great to me and I appreciate the little things in life a lot more now that he owns me. I just wanted to tell him how much he means to me and that slavery is more to me than just "do this, do that" and he really makes me want to obey and please him which is why I wish I was there with him so I could see him smile at me and have all the motivation I'd ever need to serve him. :)

It's hard for me to hand over control to so much of my life and put a lot of faith in him but he's been amazing and I'm really happy things have worked out well so far. Hopefully, I'll be at his feet someday. :) He told me that I was giving him my greatest gift by giving my life and my body for him to use and own and I'm really glad he feels that way since like I said, he doesn't show his emotions much.

Oh, I should mention that the whole reason we started talking heart to heart was because I was ordered to show my roommate my tacked boobs lol. Reallllllly embarrassing!! But anyways, I was putting my penis gag back on as I went back to my room and saw myself in the bathroom mirror and it everything hit me, as cliche as that is. I looked really pathetic standing there naked with a plastic cock in my mouth and my body all tortured and in a way I felt ashamed inside but it's also so amazing be able to do this and that's really just the humiliation talking. Being a slave means the world to me, and I'm glad Master is my guide. :)

Slutty

Ampin' it up!

Hey boys and girls,

Master and talked yesterday about my mummification and about the possibility of me not having walking, clothing, and furniture priviledges in my entire rez room now that my roomie knows, so that I would constantly be humiliated and have no chance to be normal until I left my room. She wasn't sure if she was comfortable with that so we'll have to see.

I showed Master this slave mantra yesterday, that really interested me and I thought it summed up my loves in this lifestyle well even though its pretty extreme. Here it is!

This whore is worthless, not fit to be anything but a toy for pain and humiliation from it's Owner. It deserves to be hurt, to be marked, to be abused. this slut belongs completely to it's Owner. It has no choice, no voice, nothing unless He deems appropriate for it to have it. This pig is a nasty, dirty, worthless piece of meat, that deserves not even a name, it is purely an object for it's Owner's amusement. It deserves to be whipped, beaten, raped, humiliated, pierced, cut, caned, whatever Master deems it worthy of. It doesn't deserve to be a 'female' when in it's Owner's presence. It was made to suffer, meant to suffer, and shall only suffer through it's existence as enslaved meat. It is pathetic, it doesn't deserve to walk on two feet, to wear clothes, it only deserves to be treated as the animal it is, and kept in constant agony to remind it of it's worthlessness. It deserves nothing that it's Owner doesn't allow it, it deserves to have every single moment of it's pathetic life to be controlled by Another. By it's Master and Owner. it lives, breaths, pisses, shits, exists.. purely because it's Owner finds it amusing, and allows it to.

Like I said, it's hardcore but I showed it to Master and so we're going to try to move in that direction. At first I wanted to try that all the time but Master was telling me that I'd have no limits and he would control me almost completely. So we're going a 3-4 day trial of it to see how it goes. Because of that, Master added a few new rules on top of the existing ones.

1. I do NOTHING without permission. I'm allowed to go to class, do homework, eat sleep, and use the washroom without it other than that I remain caged logged in to msn awaiting any instructions or to ask permission. I have to ask for permission to make plans ahead of time.

2. I am to give Master my class schedule and any required meetings or plans.

3. If Master is online and we're talking I must ask to do ANYTHING. I can't say brb and leave, I need permission to do anything.

4. 500 lashes to each ass cheek in the morning as soon as I wake up, followed by a 5 minute nonstop ass fucking with my plug. The fucking must be repeated 5 times a day and I must do another 500 lashes before I go to sleep.

5. I must cover each nipple in toothpaste each morning and reapply it every 6 hours until I go to sleep.

6. I must blog everyday. If I fail to do so, I must live with a toothpaste coated plug the following day.

7. I will edge with my vibe 10 times a day, and never cum unless granted permission by Master. I must get as close as I can and then stop right away. 3 of the edges have to be in public, even if it's a public washroom.

My buttplug now is staying in my butt permanently, only coming out to torture my ass. :( I'm getting more used to it so its not as bad now but it still makes me quite sore and is really uncomfortable.

Master was about to start abusing my boobs when I disrespected him by forgetting to call him Master and punished with having my boobs roped tight and 200 hits with a wooden spatula to each, 50 of them going to my nipples. :( It was pretty horrible and the tops of my boobs are still really raw right now. Then Master had me run clothespins on my boobs, rib cage, pussy lips, etc and had a string running through the springs of each so I had to rip them all off at once after I had started writing this blog entry!! It was pure torture and it really pulled on my pussy lips and boobs pulling them off especially since there were clothespins in the spots where I had just beaten myself. :(

Master had decided with the new rules that I wouldn't be allowed a single normal meal anymore but I started throwing up last night for a few hours, it was really bad. Mostly from lack of nutrition and food I guess, so now Master is letting me eat a bit more normally for the next couple days as I recover. Thankfully, I still get a lovely bowl of drool cereal to snap me to my senses every morning lol.

P.S. Here's the link to my Master's blog about owning me...for a different perspective.
lifeofamaster.blogspot.com


Slutty

Mummified!!

Hi,

I just want to apologize to my Master because I was supposed to do this entry yesterday morning after I was unwrapped but got carried away with friends and made the wrong priorities.

On friday morning I was wrapped up by my roommate after I told her about my little secret! It was really embarrassing and I was really nervous but it had to be done, and I'm glad I did. We started by wrapping my body is saran wrap with my arms folded behind my back, blindfolded, and earplugged and only my mouth and nose uncovered. We went over it with tape and my roommate (I'll say her name is Jamie) poured itching powder all over my boobs before they were sealed away! :( 

When my vision was taken away, I was on my roommates floor and a couple minutes later I had my ballgag stuffed in my mouth and was left to breath out of my nose for a while. It was really tough not having any senses to go off and a while after I was gagged I felt a ruler or something crash down on my ass which really hurt! I was beaten for a while and by the time it was over, my butt was already in quite a bit of pain. Master must have told her to beat me some!

I was bound there forever it seemed before the vibrator finally got me off! My orgasm was AMAZING and i screamed into my gag and writhed around for a minute before catching my breath and setling back down. The ballgag was frustratingly keeping me very silent and it was tough not being able to do anything but smell. Every once in a while I'd get a few hard smacks on my butt or I'd be rolled over and my boobs would be smacked. I could usually tell if I was alone or if Jamie had left by whether i could feel footsteps or not.

I ended up cumming several times and peed 3 times while I was inclosed, usually when I came I couldn't stop myself from peeing which was horrible because I had to lay in my own urine and cum for hours. The itching powder on my boobs was the most frustrating part without doubt! I was squirming non stop for like the first couple hours I'd guess and was eventually smacked for being distracting. Not being able to move really at all was frustrating and the powder was driving me nuts! Thankfully it wore off later on otherwise I probably would have kept Jamie up all night! :P

Overall it was a crazy 24 hours and I loved being mummified although at times it was hellish.

UPDATE I had this pasted last night, but couldn't get it posted so this is even later now! :( I'm so sorry Master.

Slutty

Spread da Love

Hey,

I talked to Master last night and we changed up the rules on eating a little. From now on I can take one normal meal daily if I want, but if I do I must have a meal of just dog food as well!

After that we got talking about the idea of me being mummified for like 24 hours completely deprived and helpless. He got me to talk to my roommate lol....so she might be able to cover me in the future by maybe feeding me or something or jut helping with the mummification if we do that. I just told her I like to be tied up lol...I wasn't like "yeah I'm a HUGE masochist". It's basically my ultimate turn on to be complete furniture...left for a couple days unable to move or hear or speak, just being beaten or fucked maybe at Master's convenience. :P

Later, I had forgotten to wear my penis gag lol...so I had to coat it in mayonnaise when I put in back in! So disgusting! :( Master had me bend over and fuck my ass for a few minutes while he was doing a paper for school so that reallly sucked...my ass is really sore from the buttplug being in there so much! 

Not much else going on. I just want my Master to know how thankful I am for him keeping me, he's a great Master and he means a lot to me! :)

Adios for now,

Slutty

Wow.

Hi, 

I'm verrry sorry to everyone that reads. This has been so pathetic. And I apologize for not being a good slave to Master.

As you can tell by the blog updates or lack there of, Master and I lost contact for a few days. I sent him an email and was on some but we just couldn't coordinate anything. Again though, I failed to keep up. Master wasn't sure whether to keep me as his slave, and only decided last night that he did. 

I followed my rules well while Master and I weren't communicating and the week rules were just brutal. I really missed talking to Master and the rules felt so empty not talking to him. Even now, I can't sit down properly so I guess that's a testament to how brutal Master's rules were. The beatings got ridiculous part way through and my boobs were badly tortured too. The beating side of things made it feel like real torture - kidnap style or something. I've never been so physically abused and in pain in my life!! I spent my nights in my cramped cage and I'm quite sore from that, not to mention that sleeping inside it meant squishing my boobs into my thighs which was ridiculously painful after beating them! :( The drool cereal I've been having has been disgusting, the bubbly spit is THE worst lol. But yeah, just eww. 

My week of torture and everything is over and it's a good thing it is. The public side of things was bad too. Wearing only skirts was really embarrassing considering the time of year and my butt didn't have much protection for when I sat down in class. :( I got a LOT of dirty looks from older people and wayy too much attention for my slutty outfits, it made me want to just crawl in a hole and hide lol! Really humiliating...I could tell people were judging me and I just looked ridiculous a lot of the time. 

More to come....I wish Master wasn't gone for the weekend! :(

P.S. Thank you so so much to anyone who still wants to read!! I promise it'll be good lol, if I mess up again Master's kicking my ass to the curb lol.

Slutty 

Mr. Sadistic

Hi, Master and I recently decided to have a week where he went extreme on my submissive ass and then I basically got the next week off. I wanted him to be more cruel and stuff, and thought he was bluffing when he said it would be so we landed on this.

I'll post the week's rules in a minute. Master started off today by tying my boobs really tight and adding 20 clothespins to each! :( After that, my penis gag was put in my mouth and it's getting verry sore at this point as I must wear it almost all the time over the next week. 

Master left a few hours ago and had me kneel in the corner for an hour with my knees spread, facing into sharp pencils (since I was complaining about sore knees) and with extra clothespins on my inner thighs and armpits. I also had a vibrator in my butt on medium, which was the worst part. I was pretty excited when I got into position and ended up cumming twice in the hour long period...so I guess I'm going to be punished. I knew I was going to cum over the hour!!

That's it for now, just a quick update. I got to take off my thigh and armpit clothespins after my kneeling but my boobs are still bound and pinned and have turned a nice shade of purple. :( I really hope he gets back before they burst, not to mention breathing is not so easy now. I've sat in my cage since my kneeling and will continue to be caged like an animal until Master returns.

Slutty

Feb.01 - Part II :O

As you can tell, I'm struggling with the concept of having a daily update. But do now fear, I'm getting up to speed. :P This is what Daddy and I did after he set the new rules & punishments.

I told Daddy I like panting like a dog and he decided that from now on, for every 10 minutes I'm in Daddy's room, I will attach a clothespin to my tongue that will keep me from having it in my mouth completely and forcing me to pant and drool.

Daddy then decided that besides my ass, cunt, tits, and mouth, I may refer to my other body parts as my own even though Daddy owns them.

After that, I was given the ultimatum of being able to use blankets and a pillow when I sleep on the floor but that I would have my buttplug in for a long undisclosed amount of time. I chose to go with no blankets. :P

I then referred to Daddy's ass as mine, and was punished with 24 hours plugged. :( I told Daddy I wanted to do something so he had me place a clothespin on each nipple, ballgag in, and left kneeling in the corner with my hands locked behind my head while he thought of something. When I told him I would wait impatiently, he added a vibe on low in Daddy's cunt to teach me patience. I would be badly punished if I came.

After about 15 minutes, Daddy came back. He had be tie each of Daddy's tits very tight and then tie a string to the center of the rope inbetween Daddy's tits. He then had me find a weight that's at least 15 pounds and I tied it to the string! It was very painful and the string I had used to tie Daddy's tits was really digging into my flesh and made it harder to breath. He then had me place the key to my handcuffs as far away from myself in my dorm as possible (my roomie was gone so her room was fair game too). Daddy then ordered me to turn my vibe on high, cuff my hands in front of myself, and then crawl on my hands and knees dragging the weight until I reached the key. He also wanted me to lay out a trail of clothespins to add to my body as I crawled towards the key; there had to be at least 30. When I reached the key I had 4 clothespins on my tongue, which was hanging out of my mouth as I panted, 5 on each lip, 2 on each nipple, 3 on each tied tit, and 6 distributed on my eyebrows and cheeks. I was rewarded with cumming once I found the key and uncuffed my hands. Once I came, I crawled back to my room and removed the clothespins. I had to keep Daddy's tits tied and weighted until I finished the last blog update I did.

I was allowed blankets and a pillow while I sleep by the foot of Daddy's bed that night. :)

Slutty

Febuary 2nd

Daddy gave me permission to do this entry in the morning. Thank you Daddy!! :D

Slutty

Revisions - Feb.1

Daddy and I talked a lot today in the morning. We caught up at around 2am and discussed everything while sober. :P

Daddy decided that I should get the basics down of being a puppygirl first before really progressing and being tailored to his wants. He wants me the rules and lifestyle to be 2nd nature for me and I think it's a good idea.

NEW RULES!

1. I must respect Daddy at all times, as Master, Sir, or another term like that.

2. I may not give myself pleasure at anytime. Daddy's pleasure comes first and mine only comes when Daddy when Daddy has been pleasure first and even then only if he allows it.

3. All my possessions, space, and body belong to Daddy now. My room is now Daddy's room, my bed is his bed, my tits now his tits, etc. They will be referred to as such no matter what, I no longer own anything besides my cage.

4. I am not allowed clothes or to stand in Daddy's room at any time. I crawl, and remain naked at all times. I may only stand in Daddy's room to get something off a top shelf and must immediately return to my hands and knees.

5. I must spend 1 hour in my cage a day (is it the only possession I own, it is my personal space, Daddy wants me to grow to find it as a refuge or an escape somewhere I can go to relax).

6. I will post my blog every night if I am unable to for some reason I will inform Daddy asap that I was not able to.

7. I am not allowed to sleep in Daddy's bed, blankets and pillows are also forbidden unless given as a priviledge for obedience. I will sleep on the floor at the foot of Daddy's bed where a puppygirl should sleep.

8. I will wear a collar in Daddy's room at all times.

9. I am no longer allowed hot water for showers, it will be full cold no "warm" or "cool" I must also spend at least 5 minutes in the shower no "cheating"

10. I am allowed 3 meals a day, and 2 light snacks. They all must be eaten out of bowls except for meal and one snack.

11. Each night for 20 minutes before bed I will be leashed to my bed post with 2 feet of slack, while tied I will keep in mind the idea I'm like a puppy and leashed up when Daddy doesn't want me getting in trouble

12. I must relieve myself in my shower, squatting in it like a puppy. If I can't get to one then I must hold it, just like a puppy has to hold it until its owner gets home

PUNISHMENTS for each respective rule

1. Failure to show respect, talking back, or anything like that that he deems disrespectful.

2. Will result in spending an entire 24hr period with Daddy's vibe on high, since I like pleasure so much he'll force it out of me no matter where I go that day, followed by one week without any pleasure.

3. Failure to acknowledge that something belongs to Daddy (other than my cage, collar, or leash) results in denying its use for 1 week. No matter what it is. This also includes my toys.

4. Results in movement restrictions, severe long-term bondage, and public clothing restrictions.

5. Make up missed days doubling on following days, i.e. miss 2 days next two days I do the daily one hour plus 2 hours for each missed day

6. 3 Page report on subject of Daddy's choice with short due date, failure in that results in painful punishment

7. Cage sleeping for each night I did without permission

8. 3 hour kneeling followed by explanation of some thought about slave life that Daddy tells me to think about while kneeling

9. 1 hour cold temperature torture.

10. Meal restrictions.

11. Leashed for 3 hours a day.

12. To be determined will earn me 3 hours gagged with hot sauce on my tongue.

Redeeming Myself

Hi anyone reading!

Once again, I've just been horrible with updates and I spoke to Master tonight since we haven't talked in a bit and he almost disowned me. I swear I'm turning this into a soap opera! I'm going to be punished harshly tomorrow and I deserve it, at this point if I don't keep up with my blog and my rules, then I will be disowned so I've got to get it together. 

I really love being a slave and Master, even when mad has been really nice and good to me and I feel really bad that I keep fucking up. So from now on I'll be updating nightly when at all possible (imagine that!) and umm I hope anyone is still willing to read my pathetic story lol. I'm half drunk right now....hope this is coherent. I'm going to be a good girl for Master, and I hope there are still a couple people that read this! If you do, then please comment and humiliate me if you want, I deserve it. Master told me that I've almost failed at being a slave, which is truly pathetic. Goooodnight! xox

Slutty

Whoooops!!

OMG,

My laptop and I suck. My apologies to readers and Master.

I'm wayyy behind. I missed a couple entries and was punished but until tonight, hadn't talked to Master since the 15th/16th (?) because my laptop died :( 5 bucks says it was limewire! :P 

Anyways...I've been trying to follow orders as well as I could without a computer so I ate most of my meals like a dog and slept on the floor. Much of my last week was spent doing work, I had to catch up on schoolwork a bit. :( I really need to invest in knee padsI was sickish one night and slept on my bed lol, not a good decision. I'm typing this from my cage with my penis gag and buttplug in, and my punishment is sleeping in my cramped cage. :( I talked to Master a few hours ago and was left caged while he was out partying like a normal person lol. I was allowed to use the washroom once but ate while I was out of my cage, so Master was angry about that...I'm NOT good with gray areas! :P I've probably hit the backspace button 5000 times so far...can't type well with arms cuffed through bars! 

Since I've made a few mistakes, Master has made a new rule to help me understand that I'm just an object for his amusement. He said that if he wants my buttplug in or wants me caged, I'm not allowed to remove it or do anything until he gives me permission. He also wants me wearing my buttplug 24/7 until I am given permission to remove it! :( My butt is already sore so hopefully Master will not make it too long term. 

Thank you to any readers!! I hope my writing is at least somewhat amusing :)

Slutty

January 11th

Woof Woof!

This is going to be a short post because I didn't talk to Master all day :( I got up late and between seeing friends and partying tonight back at my college residence, I ate almost all of my meals like a dog. I mentioned that at rez I can lock my door, so I have great privacy...plus I can eat on my own schedule (or Master's) versus my parent's. I had fajitas at home before going back to rez (omg delish!) and I had to munch out of my doggie bowl for the rest of the night. My knees have gotten a bit raw from being on my knees and sometimes I really wish I had privilege to stand in my room, but I'm getting better at putting that in the back of my mind and being content with my submission. I want to make Master proud. The more I've done this and talked with Master has made me view myself as a dog than a human being at times, and it's amazing! I am so in love with this lifestyle :)

The worst part of today was that I had to endure a cold shower in the morning. :( Master had made it clear that I was not allowed to get out of it by taking a very fast shower, turning it to only moderately cold, or standing out of the way of the water. So I basically froze for 15 minutes. Maybe it wasn't THAT bad but it was very very cold and I was shivering and cursing to myself the whole time. 

Told you it would be short! I hope any readers can see a bit of a transformation...from girl to dog ha! Luvs :)

Slutty

January 10th

I woke up in the morning a bit sore as usual, with the odd mark from sleeping on the floor. I was at my parent's for the weekend, so I had to be a bit more careful because I can't lock my bedroom door and my parents are nosy. Throughout the day, I didn't do much in the way of pet-type things. I had a small snack in the afternoon and ate it in my bowl, and I always lapped up my drinks. My buttplug continued to annoy me so I was hoping to get my time with it in lessened. 

I met Master online at around 9pm and about 30 minutes later, I was put in my cage. This time was different though. I mentioned the details of my predicament in my "Punishments" entry. 

I forgot to mention though that I had my vibrator in as well while I typed up my entry and it made it very hard to type quickly, along with the way my hands were cuffed and wedged through my bars. If I came while I was writing up my entry, I would be left in my cage all night. Master allowed me a 5 minute break from the vibe, but in return I would have to kneel in the corner after my caging for an hour with 20 clothespins on each breast! I took it and tried to get through as much typing as I could without the vibe in me. Master ultimately offered me 5 breaks for which each one added 20 minutes and 10 clothespins to my kneeling later. I ended up taking 2 more breaks!! I was very close to cumming near the end so I had to take constant breaks to avoid it. Thankfully, Master let me take away the 20 minutes on my last break so I my kneeling would 1 hour and 40 minutes with 20 clothespins on each boob, 5 on each of my pussy lips, 5 on each of my inner thighs, and 1 on my tongue, 3 on each side of my ribcage, 1 on the bridge of my nose, and 1 on each earlobe! I basically cried a little thinking about it but I didn't want to be caged all night either. 

I am lucky to have such a nice Master. He approved of my entry and let me out of my cage and allowed me to finally remove my buttplug!! Yay! :) Master also put my vibe in on high and I was allowed to cum once I begged for it. I hadn't been relieved in quite a while, it felt amazing! I went limp for a couple minutes :) Master also allowed me to sleep in my bed for the first time in several days! It was well worth it. Now I'm just dreading my kneeling, because I was having a friend over after my caging and I had to do my daily blog regardless. Unfortunately, since my friend was over, I will now do my kneeling when I talk to Master next and since this is late I think it'll be twice as long and double the pins!!! I really hope not!

PS. Thank you everyone who is reading this! I'm not a very good writer but I enjoy doing this because my life as a slave has been amazing thus far. Like Master said, any comments would be appreciated! Luvs

Slutty

Punishments

I've made some mistakes and Master has already punished me 4 times. His punishments are quite harsh but they force me to learn from my mistakes. I'm in my cage right now typing this. My hands are through the front bars, handcuffed as well while I type. I'm not allowed to take out my buttplug until Tuesday, but if Master think's I've learned from my mistakes I will be allowed to take it out and will be let out of my cage. If I fail, I must sleep plugged in my small cage! :( 

1. My first punishment was cumming without permission. I couldn't resist from cumming with my vibe in me but Master hadn't given me permission. I was punished by drooling in my bowl for several hours while Master left me in solitude for a couple hours, then i had to eat cereal with the bowl-full worth of drool serving as my milk. I had to eat it like a dog as well and it was disgusting! I never want to do that again, I will try my absolute best to refrain from cumming without Master's permission. The rule is important because I'm nothing but property, and Master's pleasure and amusement is important not mine. I don't deserve to feel pleasure unless Master thinks that I have earned it. 

2. My second punishment was for disrespecting Master. I did not refer to him properly a couple times, so I was left gagged for most of the day as punishment. My jaw was very sore when Master finally decided to ungag me. I love the gag but long terms tough and referring to my Master properly is not asking much of me so I've learned my lesson. I wish I hadn't made such a dumb mistake in the first place! It's a very fair rule because my Master deserves that respect and I need to better learn my place.

3. My buttplug is in until Tuesday because I was bad and took it out before my Master instructed. I wasn't sure if I could, so I did because my bum was really sore. I still have 2 days to go and my butt is very very sore. I've learned now to only listen to my Master's word and not just finish if I'm not sure. It is a good rule because I have to just listen to my Master and assume nothing. I really shouldn't think for myself in these situations ha. 

4. I didn't update this blog for 2 days and Master's punishment was to have only cold showers for 3 days! Cold showers are horrible, I'm not looking forward to those. I've definitely learned my lesson because I enjoy doing this blog and the humiliation of it too, so I need to not do this again. I think the rule is fair because I simply updating my blog regularly is not a tough task.

Slutty

First Days as a slave

It has been 2 weeks since Master first took ownership of me. Since then, I have served him online and learned a lot about being a good slave. Master started off by setting rules that I now live by. For example, I am not allowed to touch myself without Master's permission. I can no longer sleep in my bed unless Master grants that priviledge. I sleep on the floor with a pillow and blankets naked because I'm just property and I haven't earned such priviledges. I refer to him as Master as a sign of respect. 

In serving Master, I'm just as much of a pet as I am a slave. He gave me a pet name "Slutty" and set rules no that I am not allowed to stand or wear clothes in my bedroom. I now eat and drink like a dog as well. When Master allows me to eat, I get on my elbows and knees and eat with my hands on the floor. It is very degrading but that's why I like it; eating is usually a very messy experience now! I have my own ballgag, penis gag, buttplug, vibe and regularly use clothespins, handcuffs, and tape too. I have my buttplug in a lot and am slowly getting better at tolerating it. The first time I put it in I practically cried! 

Master knows that I enjoy drooling so I often wear my ballgag. A couple nights ago, as a punishment, I was left alone for a few hours on all fours while bound and plugged. I had a bowl under my mouth and by the time Master came back, the bowl was almost full with drool! Unfortunately, that meant eating cereal with the drool serving as my milk! It was disgusting, so I learnt my lesson. I also have a cage hidden away in my dorm, and Master sometimes will leave me in my cage plugged, gagged, cuffed and with my vibe on high or medium setting. Getting in the cage is a tight fit, and the vibe makes me want to move and struggle, only to knock the cage on its side! 

I've been quite obedient so far today. I slept on the floor as ordered, and have eaten like a dog. I've still got some marks from sleeping on the floor, and my butt feels like it's about to burst from the plug but I hope that Master will remove it soon! I have been punished a bit recently because I have not done well in holding back from cumming and I had forgotten to email him on a couple occasions. Thankfully, I haven't had to endure any cold showers so it could be worse!

Slutty