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Hey,

I talked to Master last night and we changed up the rules on eating a little. From now on I can take one normal meal daily if I want, but if I do I must have a meal of just dog food as well!

After that we got talking about the idea of me being mummified for like 24 hours completely deprived and helpless. He got me to talk to my roommate lol....so she might be able to cover me in the future by maybe feeding me or something or jut helping with the mummification if we do that. I just told her I like to be tied up lol...I wasn't like "yeah I'm a HUGE masochist". It's basically my ultimate turn on to be complete furniture...left for a couple days unable to move or hear or speak, just being beaten or fucked maybe at Master's convenience. :P

Later, I had forgotten to wear my penis gag lol...so I had to coat it in mayonnaise when I put in back in! So disgusting! :( Master had me bend over and fuck my ass for a few minutes while he was doing a paper for school so that reallly sucked...my ass is really sore from the buttplug being in there so much! 

Not much else going on. I just want my Master to know how thankful I am for him keeping me, he's a great Master and he means a lot to me! :)

Adios for now,

Slutty

Wow.

Hi, 

I'm verrry sorry to everyone that reads. This has been so pathetic. And I apologize for not being a good slave to Master.

As you can tell by the blog updates or lack there of, Master and I lost contact for a few days. I sent him an email and was on some but we just couldn't coordinate anything. Again though, I failed to keep up. Master wasn't sure whether to keep me as his slave, and only decided last night that he did. 

I followed my rules well while Master and I weren't communicating and the week rules were just brutal. I really missed talking to Master and the rules felt so empty not talking to him. Even now, I can't sit down properly so I guess that's a testament to how brutal Master's rules were. The beatings got ridiculous part way through and my boobs were badly tortured too. The beating side of things made it feel like real torture - kidnap style or something. I've never been so physically abused and in pain in my life!! I spent my nights in my cramped cage and I'm quite sore from that, not to mention that sleeping inside it meant squishing my boobs into my thighs which was ridiculously painful after beating them! :( The drool cereal I've been having has been disgusting, the bubbly spit is THE worst lol. But yeah, just eww. 

My week of torture and everything is over and it's a good thing it is. The public side of things was bad too. Wearing only skirts was really embarrassing considering the time of year and my butt didn't have much protection for when I sat down in class. :( I got a LOT of dirty looks from older people and wayy too much attention for my slutty outfits, it made me want to just crawl in a hole and hide lol! Really humiliating...I could tell people were judging me and I just looked ridiculous a lot of the time. 

More to come....I wish Master wasn't gone for the weekend! :(

P.S. Thank you so so much to anyone who still wants to read!! I promise it'll be good lol, if I mess up again Master's kicking my ass to the curb lol.

Slutty 

Mr. Sadistic

Hi, Master and I recently decided to have a week where he went extreme on my submissive ass and then I basically got the next week off. I wanted him to be more cruel and stuff, and thought he was bluffing when he said it would be so we landed on this.

I'll post the week's rules in a minute. Master started off today by tying my boobs really tight and adding 20 clothespins to each! :( After that, my penis gag was put in my mouth and it's getting verry sore at this point as I must wear it almost all the time over the next week. 

Master left a few hours ago and had me kneel in the corner for an hour with my knees spread, facing into sharp pencils (since I was complaining about sore knees) and with extra clothespins on my inner thighs and armpits. I also had a vibrator in my butt on medium, which was the worst part. I was pretty excited when I got into position and ended up cumming twice in the hour long period...so I guess I'm going to be punished. I knew I was going to cum over the hour!!

That's it for now, just a quick update. I got to take off my thigh and armpit clothespins after my kneeling but my boobs are still bound and pinned and have turned a nice shade of purple. :( I really hope he gets back before they burst, not to mention breathing is not so easy now. I've sat in my cage since my kneeling and will continue to be caged like an animal until Master returns.

Slutty

Feb.01 - Part II :O

As you can tell, I'm struggling with the concept of having a daily update. But do now fear, I'm getting up to speed. :P This is what Daddy and I did after he set the new rules & punishments.

I told Daddy I like panting like a dog and he decided that from now on, for every 10 minutes I'm in Daddy's room, I will attach a clothespin to my tongue that will keep me from having it in my mouth completely and forcing me to pant and drool.

Daddy then decided that besides my ass, cunt, tits, and mouth, I may refer to my other body parts as my own even though Daddy owns them.

After that, I was given the ultimatum of being able to use blankets and a pillow when I sleep on the floor but that I would have my buttplug in for a long undisclosed amount of time. I chose to go with no blankets. :P

I then referred to Daddy's ass as mine, and was punished with 24 hours plugged. :( I told Daddy I wanted to do something so he had me place a clothespin on each nipple, ballgag in, and left kneeling in the corner with my hands locked behind my head while he thought of something. When I told him I would wait impatiently, he added a vibe on low in Daddy's cunt to teach me patience. I would be badly punished if I came.

After about 15 minutes, Daddy came back. He had be tie each of Daddy's tits very tight and then tie a string to the center of the rope inbetween Daddy's tits. He then had me find a weight that's at least 15 pounds and I tied it to the string! It was very painful and the string I had used to tie Daddy's tits was really digging into my flesh and made it harder to breath. He then had me place the key to my handcuffs as far away from myself in my dorm as possible (my roomie was gone so her room was fair game too). Daddy then ordered me to turn my vibe on high, cuff my hands in front of myself, and then crawl on my hands and knees dragging the weight until I reached the key. He also wanted me to lay out a trail of clothespins to add to my body as I crawled towards the key; there had to be at least 30. When I reached the key I had 4 clothespins on my tongue, which was hanging out of my mouth as I panted, 5 on each lip, 2 on each nipple, 3 on each tied tit, and 6 distributed on my eyebrows and cheeks. I was rewarded with cumming once I found the key and uncuffed my hands. Once I came, I crawled back to my room and removed the clothespins. I had to keep Daddy's tits tied and weighted until I finished the last blog update I did.

I was allowed blankets and a pillow while I sleep by the foot of Daddy's bed that night. :)

Slutty

Febuary 2nd

Daddy gave me permission to do this entry in the morning. Thank you Daddy!! :D

Slutty

Revisions - Feb.1

Daddy and I talked a lot today in the morning. We caught up at around 2am and discussed everything while sober. :P

Daddy decided that I should get the basics down of being a puppygirl first before really progressing and being tailored to his wants. He wants me the rules and lifestyle to be 2nd nature for me and I think it's a good idea.

NEW RULES!

1. I must respect Daddy at all times, as Master, Sir, or another term like that.

2. I may not give myself pleasure at anytime. Daddy's pleasure comes first and mine only comes when Daddy when Daddy has been pleasure first and even then only if he allows it.

3. All my possessions, space, and body belong to Daddy now. My room is now Daddy's room, my bed is his bed, my tits now his tits, etc. They will be referred to as such no matter what, I no longer own anything besides my cage.

4. I am not allowed clothes or to stand in Daddy's room at any time. I crawl, and remain naked at all times. I may only stand in Daddy's room to get something off a top shelf and must immediately return to my hands and knees.

5. I must spend 1 hour in my cage a day (is it the only possession I own, it is my personal space, Daddy wants me to grow to find it as a refuge or an escape somewhere I can go to relax).

6. I will post my blog every night if I am unable to for some reason I will inform Daddy asap that I was not able to.

7. I am not allowed to sleep in Daddy's bed, blankets and pillows are also forbidden unless given as a priviledge for obedience. I will sleep on the floor at the foot of Daddy's bed where a puppygirl should sleep.

8. I will wear a collar in Daddy's room at all times.

9. I am no longer allowed hot water for showers, it will be full cold no "warm" or "cool" I must also spend at least 5 minutes in the shower no "cheating"

10. I am allowed 3 meals a day, and 2 light snacks. They all must be eaten out of bowls except for meal and one snack.

11. Each night for 20 minutes before bed I will be leashed to my bed post with 2 feet of slack, while tied I will keep in mind the idea I'm like a puppy and leashed up when Daddy doesn't want me getting in trouble

12. I must relieve myself in my shower, squatting in it like a puppy. If I can't get to one then I must hold it, just like a puppy has to hold it until its owner gets home

PUNISHMENTS for each respective rule

1. Failure to show respect, talking back, or anything like that that he deems disrespectful.

2. Will result in spending an entire 24hr period with Daddy's vibe on high, since I like pleasure so much he'll force it out of me no matter where I go that day, followed by one week without any pleasure.

3. Failure to acknowledge that something belongs to Daddy (other than my cage, collar, or leash) results in denying its use for 1 week. No matter what it is. This also includes my toys.

4. Results in movement restrictions, severe long-term bondage, and public clothing restrictions.

5. Make up missed days doubling on following days, i.e. miss 2 days next two days I do the daily one hour plus 2 hours for each missed day

6. 3 Page report on subject of Daddy's choice with short due date, failure in that results in painful punishment

7. Cage sleeping for each night I did without permission

8. 3 hour kneeling followed by explanation of some thought about slave life that Daddy tells me to think about while kneeling

9. 1 hour cold temperature torture.

10. Meal restrictions.

11. Leashed for 3 hours a day.

12. To be determined will earn me 3 hours gagged with hot sauce on my tongue.